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Welcome to adulthood- A Beautiful depressive phase

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As a child we all must've seen people in their age  of 17-18 juggling around to find a purpose, Purpose of life, purpose to live or purpose to survive. Obviously at that tender age we were unaware of what their life is all about. What life after 18 was meant to hold for them. But now when we grew up, standing straight exactly at that age, everything seems so baffled. Emerging out as an adult from a completely immature phases of our life is not easy. In fact it shouldn't be called a cakewalk. Its just like a butterfly emerging out of cocoon and suddenly expected to be able to fly, to touch the sky without realising that little beautiful creature still needs to adapt to the new environment, still needs to grow its wings. You know, until we realise, how amazing and elated this adulthood would have been, we are subjected to the reality of how "uncertain" it is at the same time. To be precise, until reality strikes us. A child who has just entered at this not so certain ph...

Over thinking? Not a joke anymore!!

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  We all are familiar with this term "over thinking" and most of us are quite literally stuck with this on our day to day life. Its not a joke anymore. No, it shouldn't be taken as one. Over thinking eats you from inside, its more likely to degrade your mental health.  How uncanny is it!! We think about the problems that does not seem to exist but our mind compels us for the same. We think about the future repercussions of certain actions which do not hold any identity.  It is because quite often we as a human tends to exaggerate "happenings" In our life. But nowadays ,normalising over thinking turns out to be a trend for everyone. I understand we all go through it some or the other day but is it valid to consider it so accustomed? We feel to pretend cool by professing about BEING AN OVER THINKER but what about those who actually has to go through this everyday?  Trust me when I say, "once you start to over think, there is no going back". We cannot res...

And life is little less mundane with him.

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Hello,so this blog post is all about that underrated yet the purest form of love, that inseparable bond that we girls share with our male best friend. So, we all have that one crack head guy bestfriend in our life around/with whom our life feels so comforting, around him everything feels so easy to tackle, every problem feels like it is when to be vanished when with him, right from being punished together by teachers to being handling teenage issues together, right from hesitating to start a conversation with him to scolding him for not attending his lectures, from helping him to find his girlfriend to being jealous of him talking to other girls, life always takes over a complete different turn but it is always a beautiful journey with that one monster who knows how to love you when you feel completely unlovable. Those crazy long walks with him at night, those silly fights over the last slice of pizza that he denied to share with you, those doltish conversations together about life, wh...

Choose what leaves you with satisfaction and not regret.

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Amidst numerous uncertainties, gazillions of speculations and several conjectures, on a normal Tuesday evening,  we got the news that Our board exams have been scrapped. It was the cancellation of board exams for our parents, relatives, teachers but for us, it was an end of our school life. But apart from the above fact, we are in a phase where we teenagers have  to face certain conundrums that frequently crosses our mind. Which profession should we pursue? Will our family understand what we want from our life? Will they acknowledge our dreams? What if we fail at our first attempt? What if our family doubts our dreams and goals?  All this leads us to stand on the crossroads of our life where we are stuck between listening to our heart and taking a road which eventually gives us a sense of satisfaction for choosing the life we dreamt of or a road which stands out to the expectations of our family and society and eventually leaves us with a sense of regret. This is the most...

Self esteem over feeling!!

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If you ever find yourself in a dilemma of holding on to someone or letting go despite being hurt everyday, you gotta ask yourself if its really worth eventually or am I only screwing up my self respect and my mental peace? It always hurts to be the one who cares more, to be the one to sacrifice, to be the one who has so much to confront but end up shattering them within oneselves. Having a pure heart in this generation is not easy. People now don't really want the ones who can take stand for themselves, who can just walk out from their lives knowing they are being hurt and holding it for so long, knowing they tried, they tried a lot but couldn't make it. It hurts. It pains the heart. Always remember when you will prioritize your self respect above every other , they will blame you, the society will criticise you because you chose yourself over sacrifices, compromises, over draining your peace for something/someone who did not even deserve a part of your time. Why to put yoursel...

Some bonds are better left UNTAGGED

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You know, being humans with emotions isn't that easy. Its complicated and ambiguous. It isn't something that is certain. Our emotions are in fact unprecedented when we actually want it to be explicit.  You see, we all have, once in our life experienced a kind of bond with someone where two of us are enthralled into each other, where our day feels vividly incomplete without hearing their voice, without desiring to give them a tight hug, telling, "I am there, always. Everything will be alright".  We don't tell them quite often that " you matter for my heart. Your existence  matters to me, everything concerning you has now become a part of my life". But deep within we realise the same.  But at the same time, strangely, we don't desire to give this exceptional bond, a name. Perhaps the bond is as beautiful as it would be with a "tag". Perhaps the happiness it fills us with would not be desiring a certain "mark". Perhaps we are afraid ...

Batch of 2020- A DREAM NOT COME TRUE

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So hii, this blog post is about the voice of class 12, batch 2020 which has no words to express its suppressed desires. Like every usual 12 batch we also dreamt to live every moment of this last year of our school life. From bunking the boring lectures to having a mini trip to washroom with our friends, from dressing for annual function to eating momos on the way whilst returning, from sitting on the last bench and secretly eating our lunch to being scolded by the teachers for the same. From sliding and running on those corridors to walking in a straight line when we encounter the principal. And of course from dreaming of farewell, bidding those last good byes to our friends with tears to actually not meeting them for entire one year. Our class 12 went nothing but a daydream. How everything we expected from this year of our school life turned out to be a mere piece of condolence. We see everyone sympathising with our current situation, ensuring " Great Things will take place"...